A good friend of mine emailed the following through to me this week, and it has seriously inspired and encouraged me to examine my relationship with God and what that means in my everyday walk. With his permission, i’m publishing it so that you may benefit from it!
Enjoy,
Jo
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Friends,
I was deeply moved by the message last night by David Gotts (if you weren’t there then download the sermon – right click & save as). It wasn’t so much a moving to lead me to actually go to China and help this particular cause, but more a moving of my spirit and a change of my heart. I don’t really have any idea of what I am about to write but feel God leading me to speak this to you.
We as a generation and as friends are incredibly blessed. We say this all the time but I don’t think we really understand the true magnitude of our blessing. As a generation, we are more informed, educated, knowledgeable, equipped and resourced than any group of people that has passed before us. Sure, we may think we have a shortage in one of these areas individually, but collectively, we have an abundant surplus. David spoke last night about giving from our excess or giving sacrificially and this really resonated with me.
I am talking about giving from our excess which God has provided so freely for us – our time, talent and treasure. I had the privilege of hearing Bill Johnson speak last week and two of the points he made were incredibly clear to me. The first is this:
The greatest blessing and our primary goal is to host the presence of the Holy Spirit, to be the person upon whom the Holy Spirit can just rest. Our aim is to merely host His presence, not to prostitute his presence to show that we are men and women of God. Bill continued on to the story in Mark 4: 35-41 where Jesus is sleeping on the cushion in the boat whilst the storm is raging and his disciples are petrified. They wake Jesus and he rebukes the storm before turning to them and asking them “Do you still have no faith?” My point in this is that which Bill Johnson makes: that which enabled Jesus to rest and sleep in that boat is what empowered Him to overcome the storm – the ruling of the Father over Jesus was what He had faith in to speak peace into the storm. Only what we have can we give away or release. If we can’t host the presence of the Holy Spirit in relationship, how can we give it away through our ministry? When we host His presence, there is no failure.
The second point which really spoke to me is intertwined in this:
I am a logical person and like things to be mapped out. I like clarity and direction and a plan. Anyone who knows me will be aware of this! So when I re-read the passage in Matthew 10: 7-8, I become a little unsettled. It reads:
“The kingdom of heaven is near. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”
Bill Johnson makes the point that whatever we do, whatever our trade or profession, our job description is to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy and drive out demons. This is pretty confronting stuff to some people, but as he says, you can’t change the job description to fit your comfort zone. As Jesus’ disciples, we have been given the power and the authority to release the presence of the Holy Spirit and we shouldn’t always be feeling comfortable about operating in that capacity. Whatever we do in life, we are called to seek first the kingdom of God and all else will follow. I think we have had instilled in us this complicated obsession with provision and worrying about what will happen next, whether I will have money, whether I can afford to do that or this. This worldly attitude or mindset defies our principality of faith.
Matthew 6: 25 – 34 is an incredible passage with great relevance to this mindset:
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
How freely do you give? How freely do we give? Think about this passage in John 6:1-14:
“Some time after this, Jesus crossed to the far shore of the Sea of Galilee (that is, the Sea of Tiberias), and a great crowd of people followed him because they saw the miraculous signs he had performed on the sick. Then Jesus went up on a mountainside and sat down with his disciples. The Jewish Passover Feast was near.
When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, “Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?” He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.
Philip answered him, “Eight months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!”
Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, spoke up, “Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?”
Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” There was plenty of grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them. Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.
When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, “Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted.” So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.
After the people saw the miraculous sign that Jesus did, they began to say, “Surely this is the Prophet who is to come into the world.”
Now obviously the miracle lies in Jesus’ multiplication of the five loaves and the two fish. BUT, what I have never really thought about is the boy. Those five loaves and two fish belonged to the boy – they had obviously been provided by the giver of all things but the boy physically owned them. Now think about this: What if he hadn’t been willing to give all that he had in order for Jesus to multiply it? What if had denied the Lord an opportunity to use all that he had in order to feed five thousand?
Here is my point: We have a basket full in abundance of provision. We have been given an abundance of talent, gifts and treasure and our call is to “freely give as we have freely received”.
Matthew 6: 19 -24
“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
“The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!
“No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.”
The crux of it:
A large number of things have really been impacting me over the last 12 months which summarise my point here (as at the moment it is a string of thoughts) and form the call.
I have really been challenged over the last 12 months that our generation needs to step up in faith and out in obedience greater than ever seen before. A massive lesson I learnt earlier this year is the application of Hebrews 12 and the importance of us recognising and receiving the blessings and gifts He has bestowed upon us, stepping out in obedience to the call he has placed on our lives and to not be jealous of what he has given others. Collectively, this is even more critical as we need to rejoice in the blessings (gifts/call) bestowed on each other and walk together in obedience as a collective body.
The challenge laid upon my heart is that we will one day form the leadership of the church and in order for us to be available and equipped to continue what has gone before us, we must build our own momentum to match or even exceed that of what we will inherit. When you think about a relay race, the next holder of the baton is not an unfit person who just happens to be next in line but is someone who is prepared to receive the baton and continue. That next runner has prepared for that race and has their own tactics to take that baton as far as their ability allows them. Similarly, we need to be seeking after God with all that we have so that we are growing and producing fruit as we ready ourselves to receive that baton. We are not just going to inherit this baton on a single day, in fact we already have one hand on it and in a sense we need to tighten our grip. I was incredibly encouraged by Bron Turner’s obedience last night to answer a stirring in her spirit to pray for the Pastor’s. That is a big step to rally up friends and the Pastor’s at the end of a service to pray for them, but it is such a significant act of obedience.
When we act in obedience we release the gifts and potential of others around us and encourage them. In a sense it is a domino effect.
I awoke this morning with a burning desire to intensify the opportunity for God to use me. I am in a unique place at the moment as I finish uni and look for my next step. I really felt God urging me to really press into seeking Him with all that I have and allowing Him to speak to me. Part of this urging was to not only seek Him through prayer and His word but also to fast. Here is my challenge to you:
It is time for you to take it up a notch, to take a step (or leap!) of faith out of your comfort zone. It is time that we as a group seek a greater level in which we are available to receive from the Lord and, in turn, freely give. I challenge you to join me in the next two weeks to fast from something that requires you to draw on Him for strength. I challenge you to be dissatisfied with where you are at and the level to which you have been filled. I challenge you to really seek confirmation from God as to whether you are where He wants you. I challenge you to question whether you are on His path or a parallel one. I challenge you to question whether you have given all five loaves and both fish to Him or whether you are holding back. Take a leap of faith, assess the location of your treasure, the limitations on your generosity, the state of your heart, your willingness to be available, your current investment into eternity and His kingdom. Are you giving sacrificially of your time, talent and treasure? Do you feel a sense of urgency to share what you have?
In taking up this challenge, I would really encourage you to listen to Thong’s sermon and read the outline from the 7:30pm service last night (right click & save as). It was an incredible encouragement to me to understand practically how to seek Him in solitude and create an atmosphere for Him to speak to us.
I would also love to hear from anyone who resonates with any of this, who feels challenged by it, who has ideas how we can foster this growth within the young adults, who has ideas, visions, passions or desires about investing into the ministry at church, who feels there are specific prayer needs, or anything!
I realise that this is a massive email, a lot to take in and confronting. That’s the point. It’s time to get on with it, grow past the elementary teachings and to actively grab hold of the mantle. I leave you with an awesome passage from Hebrews 6: 1-12.
“Therefore let us leave the elementary teachings about Christ and go on to maturity, not laying again the foundation of repentance from acts that lead to death, and of faith in God, instruction about baptisms, the laying on of hands, the resurrection of the dead, and eternal judgment. And God permitting, we will do so.
It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age, if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.
Land that drinks in the rain often falling on it and that produces a crop useful to those for whom it is farmed receives the blessing of God. But land that produces thorns and thistles is worthless and is in danger of being cursed. In the end it will be burned.
Even though we speak like this, dear friends, we are confident of better things in your case—things that accompany salvation. God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them. We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure. We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.”
How productive is your land? Have you drunk of the rain lately? I know I certainly have capacity to produce a heck of a lot more and am pretty dehydrated.
Blessings,
Scotty
